Just journaling

Not much activity yesterday. Very busy at work.

She sent me a text at 6:30 AM saying that she was sorry that the dinner took so long Sun nite and hoped that it wasn't too late when I got into NY. We had gotten a dunkacino when we were together Sun nite, so I just replied back "The dunkacino helped". She replied back good

She sent me a couple of misc emails/text during the day. I didn't respond to any because they didn't seem to merit a response.

When I talked to the boys last nite (again, Skype doesn't work?!!?!?) she did say a couple of words on the phone - nothing of any merit/value.

No meaningful contact from her (not that it was bothering me, more from just a journal entry).

I had my therapy call last nite that seemed pretty good. My therapist said I sounded much better over the last couple of weeks and we talked about what happened over the past week. She covered both sides of the discussion on this thread (Stuck & PMA and the other end of Stronger & Tomato)

I did tell my therapist what I want is to have a renewed marriage with my wife, but I just don't see how to get there as I can't imagine how I will ever trust her again. She said we will cross that bridge when we get there.....

So, I am another day closer to seeing the boys and it's going to be another busy day at work. That should make the week go by quickly.


Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13