Read the above with interest JCJ - you know what else passed through my mind today? I considered how cowardly these WASs really are. They have generally hidden behind us Ws for all the years that they have and then done their emotional attachment before they have walked ... more cowardice.

They can't cope with the responsibility, pressure or daily life of M and today I have firmly looked at my H in a new light. He watched whilst I got on a plane and left for the UK to face all of our family and friends whilst I told them of his decision. He has not once had to look any of them square in the eye and, when it came to dealing with me, his cowardice knew no bounds and he has walked away - one week later to be in a long distance R with ow. Do I deserve that? No. Do I want to be with someone like that - betcha I don't!


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09