been a while but i felt like typing tonight. i realize my love for my ex is gone. i feel very strong for her welfare , but i would not call it love...just a strong since of loss. And thats the hardest part. the simple fact I will never see the woman i chose to marry again, and there is nothing i can do about it. And its not like a death were i can morn. if i talk about her to my friends and how i miss the person she was i get the " how can you miss her she divorced you and cheated on you>" well heres the scoop. i didn't marry lightly. i like her for her. and i miss her greatly still some nights. just typing i guess, but today i saw a friend of hers who talked to her recently and told me how shes doing great. hell I'm doing great to...i just miss her. the holes getting smaller...but its still a hole.
