Just so you know...

[bluerain]

phew. I dont know. I asked him how he could think that hes doing the right thing if its making him so unhappy. He just said he didnt know. All he would say is that he just doesnt love me.

I told him that I wish that he hadnt replaced me, he said "well, you arent replaced now" Give me a break! Seriously, you think that matters? I told him that I wish that he could have come to me initially, he said that he wishes he had too. I told him that I definately noticed a difference last night when he came home, he just wasnt snuggled up like he had been, he said that he guesses he was just trying to detach.

I guess I managed to stay somewhat detached because Im definately doing better than I thought I would. But going to bed alone tonight is going to be sad.