I royally screwed things up and didn't really get it until I almost lost him. How do I ever forgive myself for that? How do I care for myself when I'm so mad at myself? I guess this is my big growth lesson.
"Hope, I forgive Hope." You can't change the past.
One of my favorite quotes from here is about forgiveness. And it was that "Forgiveness means giving up all hope of a better past." Learn from your past, but let it go.
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And yet, I need to be ok no matter what. I know this. It's as hard for me as it is for any of us on this board.
This is a process and it takes time. You need patience in many areas of your life right now.
