Journaling...

Yesterday afternoon H went to the store and brought back stuff to make Root Beer Floats. He made them for us last night.
I think I'm starting to go crazy. I wonder if you can bring your laptop to the Looney Bin. crazy

Today when H brought in the mail, there was a large manilla envelope from my attorneys office.
Does it ever end?
Do you receive a court date like that?
Or would your attorney call you?
I haven't opened it yet.

I feel I am losing ground.
That MLC H and skank are going to get this D.
(sigh)

I am trying so hard to keep the FAITH.
I feel like GOD pointed me in this direction long ago to stand for my marriage.

I will continue to be STRONG (although I have had some weak times lately)
I will continue to pray for our M and that my H turns his life around before this D happens.
It almost feels like a race to see who wins. MLC H w/skank, or the restoration of our M.

MJ