Praying for her is great! Nothing wrong with that. Praying for yourself and your Ds is also great! But pray for her healing, pray for her safety, pray for job, just don't keep praying about when she's coming back. You're putting the cart before the horse.
"I am doing everything that is expected of me."
No you're not. There are NO expectations other than the ones you put on yourself. You admitted yourself that you've got problems with multi-tasking. You look at the list of things you want to do or fix yourself and you get so overwhelmed that you end up shutting down.
Take things one at a time. Write your goals or to do list down in order of easiest to hardest to do. Then cross them out ONE AT A TIME.
The hardest thing is to take the first step.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
