I believe you K. But maybe God is using this as a way to change you to be the man he needs you to be.
C-Bart,
I hope he is.
Kevin
I have to admit going through and thinking exactly how you are now. Could have written the list myself. However, once I stepped back and evaluated things it became evident that I was hiding behind my M so I wouldn't have to change. I was drowning out God telling me to change using his words against him. I claimed with all the bravado I could muster "I am doing it for you".
No one is telling you to give up on your family - just to change your style. Be a true leader through action, working on yourself, not words.
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