Generally I am doing well. Have very sick toddler so been up two nights most of the night right now. H used to be very helpful in these situations when he came home, expecting none this time around, that's ok, but hence my thinking about whats happening.

Seeing more withdrawal /down time, but still upswings closer to old H. Damn hard stuff when its short cycles and sick toddlers. Stuffs up my plans to look hot hot, these late nights too!