K4D Rising #4

[MrBond]

I think breakaway means you're developing a stalker's mindset. From your post about your dreams, etc. sure sounds like it.

I think you need to re-read, seriously re-read your own posts. You are still blaming your W for your current sitch. You're still asking "why" she doesn't she, or "why" she can't come back, and all the blame on the ILs. You really need to "let go" of all these ill feelings. Give them up to God if you need to, but you have to get rid of them. That's what's eating you up. These constant ups and downs are what's wearing you down.

You get on a high talking about God, how you're standing, etc. Then the next day you complain about how pathetic your life is. You want only positives? Well right now there aren't any because you still aren't digging your way out of the hole you're in. Get help and you'll start doing that.