Been a while since I posted. My w. would never go to counseling. She is still with the OM. Divorce is held up pending the sale of a house which will most likely not sell for quite some time. We birdnest in the meantime. This has been the longest 6 months of my life. I'm having trouble picking myself up off the mat. I had a dream the other night that my w. decided to work it out. I woke up and it was like my soul was ripped out all over again. I keep trying to detach, but sometimes it feels impossible. I've been dating. I know that is controversial here. But for me it felt like the right thing to do. I've met some amazing women. But none of them are her.
