Had a few really bad days. I wanted to write to you guys so badly but he's hanging around so much I never get to post anymore.
We did have a really good day at the Ren Fair, but then the next day it was horrible. He cannot ever give me a compliment, I swear (and Im not talking about looks or anything like that) Im talking about something that ive done well... He is constantly critizing me.. I can't take it.
He has no problem padding himself on the back mind you, not at all.. it drives me crazy. I don't know.
Today has been ok, but he's been in and out of the house.
I don't know if I told you all, but we split the business up. Without getting specific, one business he will run and I will run the other. I applied for minority businees status and am waiting for approval. This is actually I very good thing for me, because it will be my own.
Although H is still trying to tell me what to do, I told him to back off, and that I didn't need another father figure in my life, I have one of those.
im just fustrated and tired of dealing with the unknowns everyday, not knowing what his mood is going to be. Its like living with a loose cannon.
Anyways, I try to have a positive outlook, Im actually ok today, trying to get work done and finish setting up my office is one of the rooms in house.
Thanks everybody.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
