I know I am not an idiot however I do rethink my decision when I start getting it from all sides...
Of course it would be much easier to just give up and move forward without him however that isn't how I feel so it isn't going to happen...
I did talk to H for a few minutes on Saturday and then again that night...He called the little one to talk to him and the minute our son got on the phone, he just started crying and asking his Dad when he would be home (His response was soon)and that he missed him and loved him...
A month ago I would have pacified H once I got back on the phone, I would have made excuses for the little ones' tears (over tired, hungry etc...)...That night I said nothing about it...I want him to think about the damage he is causing...All he said was he wasn't expecting that kind of reaction...I said I had to go and have a good night...
Had a good weekend, the sermon at Church yesterday - Letting Go/Letting God...Couldn't have come at a better time
(((Hugs))) to all!
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
