Sorry you're here, but there are great ppl that can help you thru this. I'm rather new at this too so can't really offer much in the way of advice. Im certain someone will be along that can. Just know that you're not alone, I felt that way and realized many ppl are going thru the same kinds of things we are. Thats some comfort. One thing that will help is focusing on your son and yourself instead of your situation. Easier some days than others.
