As I posted above last week, I can take this back to court, and we are right where we left off, kids in the judge's chamber. Do I want that? No, same as then. But, they realize more and more every day, what's right adn what's wrong.
I cried with them so hard last night because I was not the 'perfect father', but who is? Yeah, there's the 'great one's' and my cousin 2x4'd me that even though I was strict, I was one, and still am.
Someone needs to just set XW straight. I did not do it to mean or start anything, but I told the boys, they have voices, if they are that unhappy, THEY need to speak up.
I was set up, I lost my fight no thanks to her and her father, and collaborate of those who stood to benefit from me being 'gone'.
I need to nap now. I haven't cried so hard, nor spat blood in so long, probably a year, no make it a year, I WILL NOT let her or that POS pull me down like this again. Oh, yeah, they even made it a point to drive by dinner with myself and boys and make stupid faces out the car window, real mature huh?
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
