There is no In or OUT right now for me. I dont expect things to be logical although some things do get me worked up like his presence at the party (uninvited).

I am blindly following my inner voice. That's all I am doing. I am not naive, stupid or Mother Teresa. I will be doing what feels good for ME. Right now, feeling good means, have a clear picture of my future (as much as it is possible). If I sign next week I will be ok. If I dont sign next week or soon, it will NOT be because someone will be stalling me or playing games with me.
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S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009