#66 Looking for Susnhine...

[mishka422]

K - I've been reading along but like BBJ I really have no idea what to say.

I guess my only question to you is much the same as John's - Are you in or out? Are you feelings for him dead yet or are you still holding out some hope? If there is even a twinkle of life left in your heart for him, could you ever forgive him for the betrayal if he were truly remorsefull and willing to be open with you?

The picture I have in my head of your H is probably skewed by my own experiences with a depressed weak man, but you know him. You know his patterns. What is your head telling you? Is your heart able to reconcile what your head is saying? Those are two warring pieces aren't they?

Hope you still were able to enjoy the party even with him there.