silent I have felt the same way that finally xh will wake up and I will be with someone else but so much time has passed, I dont think I would go back GReat that you are really finding yourself and healing you are doing amazing and in the end who really knows many of us may get the validation for our x and some may try to return one day I am ready to move further on though and going back seems not an option at this moment peace
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