Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

I am reflecting on last week when W was looking at real estate online. She made a point to tell me she felt it was going to be temporary.

When I was talking to neighbor yesterday she told me she talked to W and W told her she was moving out for a little while too. It seems as if W really feels, or is trying to convince herself, that this is temporary and something she "needs."

I've been feeling pretty detached, but the impromptu weekend trip, followed by making only enough dinner for her and S last night (when I came down to eat she said..."Oh, I didn't know you were hungry") really hit me with a sense of rejection that I didn't think I was subject to at this point.