W called as I was leaving work on Friday. She told me she was going out of town to her parent's house for the weekend. (4 hrs away). It was kind of a surprise. We had a movie that we talked about watching this weekend. She gave me a hug before she left. Interesting. She called only twice to talk to S over the weekend and didn't even call Saturday night to talk to S. On one of her calls though, we chatted for a few minutes. Good, upbeat, "what are your plans for the day" kind of stuff.
(yes I know she was at her parent's house...caller ID and S went from talking to W to talking to his cousins that were there)
S and I had a good lazy weekend together. Worked on a lot around the house. The feeling changed when W got home though. IT seemed like she was "on" again. I say this when it seems like she is trying a little too hard to be the cool kid in school. She has done this a lot since this all started. She starts acting a little too happy (singing, dancing, talking about her great weekend, blasting mushc, gabbing with GF, and texting up a storm)
As soon as she got home I just didn't want to be there anymore.
While my S was playing with neighbor kids, I was talking to their mom this weekend. It was disturbing to hear that back in May my W was at her house smoking up a storm and getting drunk. I remember the night vividly. It was the first time she came home and told me she wanted a D. She was so full or anger. It's hard to see my W being this way. She has always been the "Good Girl" and is trying so hard to not be that person anymore.
Me: 35 W: 31 S:9 M: 10 years Together 13 MySitch - Ups & Downs She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.
