Think I'm still happy with nc after all that. Probably just my impatience coming through and perhaps my own lack of confidence.

I need to get moving on my own goals and get my social life organised in advance. I have been staying home a bit trying to rest up but as the report was great at the surgeon today I can ramp things up a little more.

I have a friend arriving tomorrow for a few days so that will keep me occupied... dinner, movie, beach walks, cafe. Perfect now the weather is so beautiful.

I've read the advice from Gucci to you and it's a real change in our thinking and to best support you we need to think that way, too Oz.

Maybe we need to organise a GC retreat for us all. Blue sky, sunny days, beautiful beach. What more could anyone want?