Thanks Oz and Rabbit - OK, so we agree on no email response then? I'm fine with that.

Hopefully, H will send that info by email Rabbit - it's only a policy number that I want and, as neighbour said to me yesterday, the company could have pulled the details from my rego. I didn't think of that but I needed to check who the company are, anyhow. I think that I know but I didn't want to get it wrong and look foolish!! It's given H something to think about, whatever the outcome!

Well, my new hair style got a mention at work today so someone noticed - shame it was a lady!

Two good things happened today 1) I got my contract of employment and 2) I got notified officially of the $amount of my tax refund!! The $s are on their way to my bank as we speak so I'm one happppppy ladeeeeee!! This gives me financial stability for quite a few months now and means that I can give H the flick if he comes pestering me about money.

I guess that I also feel better this arvo just for knowing that H must be back in town by now - he had to be at work today. He's not more than 15 minutes drive from me at work and it kills to be so close but yet so very far away.

I won't say that I have had a good day but it certainly ranks as one of the better ones, with less thinking about H and more thinking about work - it's therapeutic to a degree - or until my excess water drinking takes me off to the ladies, when my brain starts whirling again for the few moments that I am there. Just looking in the mirror as I was washing my hands made me think "oh where are you H? You don't know that I am here in this great job and you can't see how well I am coping. You can't see my lovely new hair cut or how smart I look in my new clothes. You would be so proud of me in this fabulous new role and yet .... where are you?"


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09