do you still talk to your priest friend? I agree with 25 in that you need to actually talk to someone. Kind of like a sponsor in AA. You really need one and just reading the bible alone isn't cutting it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.