No it doesn't. You allow it to affect you and let's face it, it's what you wanted and demanded to have. All she's doing is giving it to you. The sooner you get over that fact the better off you're going to be. It's out of your hands. You pretty much gave it to her and gift wrapped it for her.
"I forgive both of us."
How big of you. Again, you can forgive, only because you want to now. How about before when you were carrying on?
There's your harsh 2x4. You told her you were done and so she moved on. End of story. So now she's at that place, you have to give her the time and space to make a decision on her own as to what SHE wants to do. Stop being so selfish. It's what got you into this trouble in the first place.
There's your 2x4.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
