Thanks Karen and everyone. I dont think that we are going to have a R talk... but I dont think that I could leave it hanging like he has, but that is sort of his personality... avoidance at all costs so I wouldnt be surprised if thats how if ends up.

I cant help but feel pressured though, he leaves tomorrow. And I have been sort of having this trip be the deadline. I have been saying, well at least by the end of the trip I should know where I stand. I can set the deadline back of course, but I dont really know if I want to.

Once he leaves again, I feel like if we dont have something at least a little solid, I dont know if I am willing to keep this up.

I guess theres still one more day...


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...