Thanks for the comforting words, I know how tired you must be.
I also got to wondering if maybe the friends who all went on that trip together might be pushing it also. They must have all had so much fun together. These were two couples who we met and started riding together about three years ago. When this all started H would go out on the bike and leave me behind. Then somewhere along the line he brought her along. I have such a hard time believing they did this to me. They were around when we started noticing H acting funny and they were consoling me. It's like oh well! I couldn't do this to one of them!
