I have been reading along, I just really don't know what to say...
It is strange these men who don't seem to know how to fully commit, or how to fully let go, either. They do just enough of both to make a person crazy...
Even so I am glad you spoke with him and he admitted he felt small after reading your emails. Now you know he read them and that he also 'got' them. He does know how badly he messed up.
I hope you were still able to enjoy yourself at the party. Love ya.
