I don't know if it is a good idea or not. But I only have one sitter. I already miss my little girl. I miss my family. My son is with me but I want us back together.

When I dropped her off she was very quiet. Didn't say much too me. I hugged my little girl and she hugged my son with no expression of remorse. I had to hold my emotions back as I wanted to begg and plead her again. This is so freaking hard.

Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09