XH has decended from the cloud of MLC , HELP

[floridababe]

Snodderly,
Thank you..always wise words! This is his way to apologize..in his own way. He will go over and above for you. But thats just not going to cut it anymore. I want to hear those words. #1 reason is because of the words he said to me the day he walked away..."I love you but I am not in love with you anymore"..

Does he think he can just sweep those words under the rug. I can forgive, because I forgave myself along time ago. And I am no one without fault myself. But those words just sit in my heart and to make that heart pump again I need to hear something from him. Is it that he realizes now after all this time of what he lost. I said all along he was in MLC and his battle was a tough one becuase of his demons...no one believed me. But now they do and I have received an apology from his sister who was the cornerstone of our D.

We have to start from scratch, thats the only way I will do it....I dont know him anymore like he doesnt know me anymore. I am not that "do all" woman I use to be. He may not even like me now, I did DB myself very well. I became that independent person I lost all those yrs ago..

But thank my dear friend for your thoughts...I am indeed taking one step at a time.