I called my MIL and spoke to her about an hour. SHe is not in agreement with her son's actions of course, but he is still her son. She is also not in agreement with my actions, aka my backslides and told me they are upsetting my H and he doesnt want things to be this way but can't figure out how to fix it. I let her know what I did last night, and she was understanding and said it was expected for what not only I but me and my H are going thru. She wants him to work things out with me, but thinks he isnt ready to face it. We had a nice talk. I feel much better after talking to her, she said he still cared for me and was just scared to talk to me right now. She thanked me for calling and I thanked her for listening and ended the call. I do fell MUCH better. She isnt sure how or when my H will talk to me, and agreed that I am only half of this. She doesnt want to interfere too much but does want to let him know we spoke. I told her that was fine.
I am going to brunch now ^^ have a good day everyone.
