It's MY life now!!!........

[Silent Chrleader]

Hey, ((((((BM))))))!!

I was beginning to think that I had pi**ed you off somehow because I hadn't heard from you! I was wondering if I should be worried about any mafia contacts you may have from Brooklyn......

....Please dont put a timeline on when you will really let go. We do it when we do it.

Yes, I know...... I think maybe I should have gotten my "patience" tattoo on my forehead rather than on my shoulder blade.....that way I would be reminded every time I look in the mirror and it may have helped more!!!

........you have to love you first. Now, I know you say you do, but I mean really and truly accept that you are a wonderful human being.

Yes, this is one I really struggle with too. I'm a caregiver by nature, so it's hard to think of putting myself first. I try to look at it as caring for myself.....it helps if I think of it in those terms.

..... I think you have to go through the whole process of grief.

This is what my C said and we have been talking a LOT about grief in my sessions. He says I am getting there....... I'll have to take his word for it because I often don't feel like it....

.....Come on girl, you can do this. Time for SC to shine.

Yes I can and Yes it is!!