well Im a little fustrated but not too bad i guess bored right now more than anything so my mind starts thinking of W again
so I guess as for another update she has gotten more distant again IDK why other than the rollercoaster most of us LBS end up on with our WAS.
she did decide she wants the kids to spend the night now and then she wants to go to the free zoo with her friend and her friends son and father tomarrow. which I guess is a step in the right direction.
Im not sure where she is sitting thought wise but there is a big part of me that wants to set my foot down and tell her look either your in our lives or your not! you need to make up your mind. but im just not sure if its time yet. when she talks about crying and missing us and screwing up I feel like she is in the right thought proccess to see the big picture but days like today and yesterday ect. i think she is not there and i would only scare her away
they other idea is maybe i would scare her away at first and like a few other threads once that point is crossed then they sit with the thought ooh what did i just do? and they stop at nothing to come back.
