Young couple in need of help

[sumguy27]

Well she came over this morning to check up on the kids. Man was she freaking hot. Short mini skirt. Gosh. Well she got there and was playing with my kids. I was trying to be cheerful with her there. I tired small talk but she lashed out on me right away. "I'm only here for the kids not you."

I thought she was going to just stay for a hour at most but she stayed till I had to leave to go to work. I ignored her the rest of the time there just sitting on the couch reading DR.

She then got to a point and said so when are you going to work? I told her in a bit.

We put the kids in the car she kissed them. And as much as it hurt, I said "bye W." I knew she wasn't going to turn around and say it back.

It just makes me wonder. If she really hated me and dispise me. Wouldn't she only have stayed for a short period of time?

I have to pick myself back up and keep trying to detach and do things for myself. Next week I plan on taking a class and playing soccer again. I feel good today.