Hey S, I have been really busy of late, so I am sorry I havent called you back.
Please dont put a timeline on when you will really let go. We do it when we do it.
You seem stuck on the idea that you want someone to love you for you. I get that feeling, but, you have to love you first. Now, I know you say you do, but I mean really and truly accept that you are a wonderful human being.
You will one day find what you are looking for. But I think you have to go through the whole process of grief.
So, just go with it. Live your life, try new things, fixup your house, change your wardrobe, plan a little trip. Embrace you.
Let your son and h have their time together. That is important.
Come on girl, you can do this. Time for SC to shine.
