Hi Oz Yes, I reckon that when I get that suit on next week, I shall really look the biz!
Today was good and you kind of get lost in the moment for a few hours when you are doing something nice with a friend. J is from back home and we get on famously - each time we meet, learning more about one another. She's fast becoming a great friend and I am so glad to have her, which I keep on telling her! She told me today that I was so easy to be. As I was driving home, I had a smile on my face which soon disappeared as I realised that I couldn't come home and tell H all about our day together ... and then the nausea starts all over again. He would have been so supportive of this new friendship as he knows how important it is for me to have a girl-friend to share stuff with - laughs, jokes, stuff from 'back home'.
I don't know what H is playing at really. It seems to be a cat and mouse game at the moment. I don't know when this is all going to stop and he is going to be a bit more communicative than he is currently. I just need him to see that I won't be treated with derision - once he starts to treat me better then I can respond better to him. Until then, I maintain my current stance although I'm starting to think that I need to change tack ... this is not working and so I have to think of a new DB technique. More of what works, less of what doesn't etc ... but I am all out of ideas.
Yes, I did keep my answer short and to the point. Nothing more, nothing less than I need to know the policy number and who the insurance is with! As H dealt with it all and the policy was in his admin stuff which I packed and threw out with him, he now needs to find this info and get back to me. He will probably take his own sweet time but if nothing hear by Tuesday, I shall call him at work in my lunch break. I don't intend hanging on forever and waiting at his beck and call. This is not a difficult request, nor will it cost him anything, other than 5 minutes of his time.
Feeling wrung out today but just about coping.
How is everyone else??
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
