So true Sandi2, and also so hard to do. It takes a lot of faith and trust to just hand it over to God and know that he has a plan for your life that is better than anything you could have imagines. As hard as it is, you just have to pray that God will help to make that plan apparent to you.
I know I pray everyday that God will show me his plan and help me to stay out of the way and not do anything to interfere with his bigger plan. I would love a big billboard or something that says "Here's what I have in store for you" but it's not happening. Some days are easier than others for sure.
God will give you the strength to make it through this whatever happens....but you also have to let yourself brake down and feel sad, angry, whatever.
Hang in there, you are in my thought and prayers GG.
