Just updating here. Things seem to be warming up ever so slowly. W really has no tension around me and hasn't for a while. She is asking to do things as a family (such as a food festival tomorrow).
W has always baked, and she is really good at it. She is taking a cake decorating class, and is fantastic at it. She has started selling some of her baked treats (better than if I ate most of them). She got her first few orders today, and she contacted me at work to tell me - she was really excited. She seems very happy now.
But still no actions like a "normal" W. We just seem to be good friends who are in charge of the two most beautiful children in teh world (no offense to anyone else, of course).
I continue to fight the "I feel no attraction to W" feelings. I know a large portion of that is due to my needs not being met. I'm trying to meet those by stepping up GAL'ing to do things that make me happy. It works, but, like everyone here, I miss that from my W.
I will keep plodding along and see where this goes.
