Well I finally got the chance to talk to her yesterday evening. I asked her to tell me what the reason was and she replied..."I just dont want to be married any more"

I asked for something a bit more specific and I also asked if there was any other guy. She said that there was no one else whatsoever and I really want to believe her.

She went on to tell me about how she has been going and hanging out with an old friend of hers that I know as well (she dated him for like 2 months in high school but broke it off because they were better friends than anything) she told me they went to an Astros game and hung out a few times "basically just having fun" she said. Apparently he just broke it off with his fiance not to long ago as well. She swears up and down that there is nothing between them and wont be but I cant help thinking...that was how me and her started out. She was dumped by a guy and she started hanging out with me more and more, one thing led to another...

I went to my lawyer for the first time today and felt weak, like I am a child. I was embarassed because as I was in the waiting room I broke down and cried, people were in there and the only thing I could do was turn my head into the corner and shake.

Why is it that when I pray the hardest, God seems to be on vacation?

M:29
W:26
M:3yrs
Together:6yrs
Seperated:6/22/09

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. --Dylan Thomas