I feel for you - and I drank in every word of advice that you got from Gucci - and related! Why would we not follow the words of one who has studied the martians and knows them so well, even in his own make-up??
I do think that you need to go dark - darker than dark - and see if that flushes H out .. if yob guy appears instead, then you may well have an answer.
You sound tired but reflective. Get some rest, reflect some more. Can you try darkness for a while?
((hugs))
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"