Hey (((JCJ)))

I feel for you - and I drank in every word of advice that you got from Gucci - and related! Why would we not follow the words of one who has studied the martians and knows them so well, even in his own make-up??

I do think that you need to go dark - darker than dark - and see if that flushes H out .. if yob guy appears instead, then you may well have an answer.

You sound tired but reflective. Get some rest, reflect some more. Can you try darkness for a while?

((hugs))


WAH 43; W 47
M 16; T 17
Cats 15 & 6
Bomb 27/05/09
ow 28/06/09

"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"

Started counselling 17/08/09