Thought I was over this

[C-Bart]

or how about "now that you have ripped out my hart please dispose of the body in an environmentally friendly fashion."

[Dia]

LOL, well, if you really want over the top, how about "Gee, guess I'll bring the lube since it looks like I'll be getting scr@^#d."

KIDDING!!!

[C-Bart]

...without so much as a reach around.

I'm really stuck. I feel like I have to make a stand.

[C-Bart]

How about and this one is serious: "Found out through grape vine about mediation. Would have rather heard it from you directly."

or "so your serious about moving forward with the D. Glad to hear. Look forward to getting this over with!"

[C-Bart]

Actually I'm going to send this:

“If you're in a war, instead of throwing a hand grenade at the enemy, throw one of those small pumpkins. Maybe it'll make everyone think how stupid war is, and while they are thinking, you can throw a real grenade at them.” - Jack Handy

Then I will act as if nothing is going on. Won't see her until Monday anyway and I may make plans so to avoid that.

[Dia]

Ahem.

<Star Wars music>

Stay on target!

Stay dark. Why, oh why, would you let her have even the smallest inkling that you're rattled?

[givingitmyall]

How about: "so it looks like you were busy while I was out of town"

PURSUIT.

[C-Bart]

Thanks Dia and Gima. I finally was able to extract myself from my house and immediately started feeling better. No formal text or call. I'm just acting as if nothing has changed. Some may call that denial. So be it.

Learned something today. Need to have an escape plan or maybe a better term is a disaster recovery plan. The DR plan basically preps for when the fit hits the shan. Kind of a step by step plan of what to do to get things (me) stabilized. Maybe listen to Ted Nugent's Stranglehold or jump on the cycle for some throttle therapy. Today it was pizza and 20 questions with the kiddos.

I think there is a general perspective that when your detached that your invincible and nothing should bother you. Well I don't think its possible to be so detached that a legal document sitting in your email doesn't effect you in some way. Could be that I just don't understand detachment.

[Dia]

Even detached, we're still human and we're allowed to feel what we feel.

Hang in there, and pizza with the kiddos sounds marvelous.

I will go out and wish upon a shooting star for you tonight.

[C-Bart]

Quick Journal.

Did a couple of things just for me; new plate for cycle to replace lost one, cleaned cycle, cleaned truck, went shopping for new cloths.

Did a couple of things with kiddos; McD's then Six Flags.

I feel very comfortable and dare I say happy tonight.