Yes, I do need to work on making myself happy. I have been looking into several programs and trying to decide whether or not to get my MFA or get another BA. While MFA makes most sense, it is far more expensive but more importantly, program will mean 2 nights away during the week and Saturdays for next 3 years. I am not willing to give up my time with my boys for that. I did find a good online program but would mean another BA, but would mean I could do it from home. I am leaning towards that.

BTW, this morning, for whatever reason, I kindly lit into H. I don't remember why or how it started, but in a very calm, cool, and collected manner told him that I was still his W and unless he was willing to do something to change that fact then he better get his act together. No yelling, no crying. H's response was as usual, "whatever works for you." Still, I didn't let it set me back one bit for my day, which is progress at least.


BIM
M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11

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