Thought I would check in. I havent been on in a while, I had some complications and had to stay in the hospital for a couple of days. I'm feeling a lot stronger now and got some rest.
I did go see a counselor on tues. It went ok i guess. I really didnt feel like talking much when i went in , but mostly because I wasnt feeling well. I went to my dr right after that and he admitted me. \ No word from my wayward husband. He is talking to a friend of ours and mentioned me but I dont know what he said. I didnt ask. I'm feeling so....disconnected from him and the situation right now. Being back in the hospital really put things in focus for me , ( for the moment anyway) I just really need to get myself better and do what I need to so i can get healthy again. I cant make him love me, or miss me , or even talk to me, so im not wasting the energy on it.
The gf he has still bugs me a little, but not as much. Well, ok, sometimes it still bothers me as much, but i dont dwell on it now. I have good friends around me and do what I can to stay busy.
I hope all of you had a good labor day weekend and have a great weekend now. Hugs to all.
