So the week is just about over, without H arranging a time/day to get together to discuss D, as he had said last week. He did call earlier, and I thought it'd be THE call, but it was to ask my opinion on a business deal. Not sure how I feel about him asking for my opinion more frequently these days. He hasn't bothered asking me anything all these years apart.
Since H brought it up, I'm feeling anxious to get the D processed. Now that I'm actually ready for it, it's frustrating that H is stalling. And even though I don't feel emotional over it, I think I must be subconsciously thinking about it because it's taking a toll on me physically. I'm constantly tired and can doze off for hours at a time, no matter how much sleep I've gotten the night before. It's like it's emotionally draining without me even being aware.
In the phone call, H also mentioned that he won't be able to see kids for the next 2 weekends. Apparently, his social life still comes first. So much for hoping to do better.
