I'm really beginning to think I just don't know how to NOT be in control.
Make a list of all the things you really have control over.
Stop listening to your heart and start thinking. Limboland/purgatory - only one way out. There is a reason you feel you are not doing enough and therefore will feel regret. Do you think how you are behaving right now is attractive to your wife? You are being watched by her, she is picking up your vibe. What would a strong, confident, wise and in control of himself man do right now?
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
