I am reading in your sitch exactly how I feel. I think maybe I am just a little further on.
I have to admit, taking control of my own life, and starting to move forward has been fantastic. It doesn't diminish what I feel for my stbx, and although I don't really want him back, I do still love him.
Sometimes it is just moving forward. You never know...you may find that when you start getting out of this rut, you won't want him back. Or you will, but on different terms. Either way, gaining control back of your own life is very freeing.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
