I was driving in to work this morning and thinking that I really am all over the place. Last time we went through this, I know I was much more calm, postive and actually made changes in myself that last for some time. Over a period of time, I allowed some of my old poor habits etc to come back into my life.
And no..I don't have a problem right now. That's a great way to think of things. I have always been a planner and very black and white about things. I can see now that sometimes it's simply best not to be that way. I can stop making plans all the time, because things beyond my control can change on a daily basis.
I'm going to work as usual, go to the company event tonight and then realize that nothing that happens when I return home is the end of the world - or even my world.
I needed your comments and needed to read over my thread objectively. I just ripped up my ticket to ride the roller coaster.
