I hear ya. And I concur with maybe being a chance way down the line, but like for now, I am not in the right mindset for anyone right now to fill that void, if thats what you want to call it. X debated her actions thru the whole thing but was so confident that is what she truly wanted and had her friends and familys backing. Nothing I could do, but I am very happy now.
Seems like X just cant stay out of the hospital. Her mom called me lastnight to see if I wanted the kids, but it was too late in the night to disrupt them like that. X was getting a CT scan cause she went there having another headache. Must have got released cause havent heard anything differently. Last August she got sent home from work cause they thought she had staff in her eye, I was at lake and she couldnt be around the kids so was wanting me or my mom to watch them. I forget what she had but I remember that weekend like yesterday cause that is when I finally detached! Wrote her and told her I am not paying for insurance or anything else, going to write you one check and thats it. That was 7 months into the D. She didnt like it to well but it had to be done. Ah, memories!!! lol
