You don't need to have coherent thoughts... and I'm sure you are emotional after the past month of Retroville and all that brought, then to be dealt this blow.
do you have family or friends nearby that you can call? People that can just "be" with you tonight?
This is one of those times in life where you call people no matter what time of day or night it is and ask for help.
Divorced 03/2010 Mom to two amazing kids
Taking the road less traveled because those encountered on the way may be just as unique.