Seriously though, the water is so soothing it is where I am most comfortable around water makes me feel secure and at peace. People think I am weir when I say that.
I feel ya! I USED to like to lay on the hammock, right down by our shore... Until I read what kind of activity Dia had on her hammock, and now I'm jealous!
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
Seriously thinking of buying a hammock now. All though with all the neighbours overlooking maybe not such a good idea lol! You have got me hankering after the seaside now ladies unfortunately its a two and half hour drive either way from here.
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
I most certainly did enjoy myself, I always do but after the other night when I was in the fashion parade it is going to be hard to have as much fun as I did that night.
But seriously, I always make sure whatever I go out and do is truly something I know I will enjoy and makes me feel good after.
H rang me a few times late yesterday, I didn't answer the first couple of times, answered the third call.
I don't actually know why he rang, all he asked me was how I was and to tell me to have a good night.
Said I would be having a fantastic night and that was it.
I did have a good night out and will now wait and see if he attempts to make any contact today or tonight.
Not sure why he rang, hasn't done that in a very long time, either feeling guilty, trying to reach out or see if I would tell him what I was doing last night.
Hang in there, OZ, and keep doing what you're doing.
BTW, thank you for journaling your sitch like you have. When I was trying to wrap my mind around H's behavior last night and this morn, I kept coming back to how it was like your sitch where you went out once and he thought you had someone else.
The trouble with having an open mind is that people put things in it.
My sitch - Divorce Busted! http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1804137#Post1804137
