You know what, I don't know either. I don't think she probably does as well. I thought about the forgiveness part. I can forgive, but I will need to hear a few things from her or we will fall back to the old routine if we do ever reconcile.

-Love(I do know this would take time to come back
-Need to know she will support regardless(didn't have this when I had insomnia)
-Tell me what is wrong. Don't yell it.

I don't think this is all that much...

Not trying to be a martyr sleeping on the couch. I have told her a couple months back that it sucks waking up in the middle of the night and laying awake for hours thinking about things. On the couch, that doesn't happen.


Remarried 6 mo
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